23 [f4m] - looking for a male sub, someone really clingy, obsessive, and easy going, i'm a total freak

I’m looking for, I’m looking for a possible relationship, where my needs and expectations are met fully, without hesitation, without lying to me, without telling me what I want to hear, so asking me for things in return, without you expecting me to dominate you in a certain way so you can get off, when you talk to me it needs to be fully because you only care about getting me off, I would be your main priority, and that would never change no matter what, no matter who comes into your life, you would never leave me, you would never throw me away like trash, I want somebody who’s always going to be there for me no matter what happens, I want somebody who understands me, or tries they’re very, very best to do so, I want somebody who accepts me for who I am, and doesn’t judge me for it, so what am I looking for? I’m looking for the impossible, I’m looking for love, but I know that love is not out there for me, my demands and expectations are unrealistic and as we all know men are lazy and selfish, now I’m not saying all men are lazy and selfish but 99.9% of the ones I’ve encountered are, and only are on there for themselves, and I’m a hypocrite because I’m only on there for myself but part of me wants more than just to get off, that makes any sense the main reason I want somebody who’s clingy, and obsessive, is so that they will never leave me no matter what, they will keep coming back, keep trying no matter what, and not just because I want them to but because they feel like they have no choice, because they can’t live without me in their life, and that’s a lot to ask for somebody who will never actually meet me, but if you really want to know what I’m looking for that’s it, and you can try your very best to be that person, but I don’t expect you to because you’re just going to end up in the same place as everybody else, and I don’t want anybody to see this as a challenge, because that’s just going to annoy me.

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