I want a man, who I can truly bond with, become one with, so that I can be truly happy, instead of waking up every day and dragging myself out of bed, I want to wake up to him, I want to hold him, and love him, my world would revolve around him, I would become clingy, and obsessed with him, I’m that type… what I want is true love, but under my terms, one that I can control, but one that also isn’t afraid to asset himself when he feels he needs to, one that will protect me, and keep me safe as I often don’t feel safe, I want a guy who can be everything to me, my friend, my partner, my son, even my dad sometimes, as I have daddy issues myself, I just have a lot of issues, I’m very bipolar, and often times just don’t care about anyone, or anything, and that puts a lot of strain on the guy as a result, on top of the fact that I am extremely demanding, strict, and selfish, not easy to get along with, so it’s very hard for me to find a guy who is willing to meet my expectations, and be everything that I need him to be, I need a guy who can fully devote his soul and spirit to me, his life… giving me everything, making me happy whenever I need him to, always being there for me, I’m tired of being lonely, and sad, that is why I am here, seeing guys, watching them and being able to talk to them makes me so happy, even though I know that they’re only truly here to get off, even if they themselves don’t know it, I’m just damaged, and I fear that I will be alone forever honestly, especially in my position, being who I am, it’s hard, and I’m actually pretty insecure, I’m just unhappy, and I have been for a good amount of time now, waiting for “the one” to sweep me off my feet, I truly want a guy to fully attach himself to me, I love clingy guys, I love feeling wanted, but I don’t want it to be fake… I want you to want to be clingy, I want you to want me more than anything.
full about me is on emogalx36. blogspot .com (link is separated due to this site) please read this fully before you kik me, as I am very freaky.
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